ok....so...this really weird...yet really COOL thing happened to me today. and basically it happened (I believe anyway) because of my ability to see past a person's limitations and see their true potential for greatness. (yea...I know...most of you, after reading some of my posts here would probably be a bit surprised by that statement, but it IS true) That statement is just as true as my uncanny ability to see a persons (or society's even) true weaknesses as well...yes...including my own. and I believe I have demonstrated that throughout this blog, however...(this isn't one of those weird abilities you hear about on the X-files or anything. .lol) I have simply learned through experience that lying to anyone...including myself is an extreme waste of valuable time...time I don't have to be dilly fucking around playing some retarded cat and mouse game full of half truths and misinformation.
THAT said I believe it was also this rather unique way I approach my life that I mentioned that basically sealed the DEAL on this newly found "friend for life" that I "found" (for lack of a better term at the moment anyway) today. His name is Vincent Chaput. And if he is as for real as he appears would have to be one of the most selfless people I have ever met aside from myself personally. (like I said...just met him today...and you can't really know a person in just a day...but by the END of the day...I think I learned enough to know that he is certainly one of the "good guys" out there that you can't help but feel a little hope for humanity after you meet him...ya know? and this is where the story gets really interesting...
So...it all started when I got a friend request on Facebook. (don't judge! you know...these days all the best WTF stories seem to start with "it all started with a friend request on **enter anti-social network name here***) so sit back and enjoy the fun.
so...this "friend request" at first seemed pretty suspicious. (because of my "unique political views" I have made a lot of sneaky and underhanded enemies along the way. lol (Truth always scares the most corrupted it would seem) ANYWAY....getting off topic...the point was...my guard was up initially. Now the only friend we had in common was one of my years long closest bestie like...ever! but...it seemed ODD that he wouldn't share any OTHER common friends as we tend to share a lot of friends on our lists...so I asked her about this random phantom friend requester to see if I could learn more about him. Then she tells me that he is the man who literally turned her life around, who made her dream come true, and helped her form one of the best most healthy friendships I have ever seen her have (short of the one she has with me personally anyway...I have been there for her every step of the way...even when she was at her lowest) so RIGHT AWAY I already liked the dude...ya know? you made my bestie happier than I have ever seen her before, so you get instant "YOU WIN AT LIFE" points from ME anyway if you can do that!
So anyway...I accept his request and pass him a little message explaining how she described him to me, and thanking him for being awesome and helping her live her dream. Some hours later...he responds back to me...and I guess it was kind of (all be it odd) history from then on. He started looking through my facebook wall (and for those of you reading who HAVE my facebook...you KNOW how offensively political it can be and brutally in your face honest about life issues, and morality, and a lot of other mixed topics, but chances are I have offended everyone on this planet at some point in time, I'm sure. lol but...he LOVED it! said he agreed with EVERY SINGLE thing I talked about and posted, and honestly...how fucking rare is it that someone will agree with you about everything? like every opinion? I know people who have been married their whole lives since high school...who are now in rocking chairs that don't agree on EVERYTHING. But he swore he just..."gets it" gets the way I think (which I'll be honest...sometimes I don't even understand how I think at times. lol sometimes...these posts just end up being a straight up from the heart how I feel about the shit I see every day. but with no real purpose when I start other than cathartic release of tension I guess. but...the things I write about here even...(yes he LOVES this blog too apparently...and hence why I thought it fitting to shout him out here. :) ) he agrees with what I say here...and honestly...this blog was intended to be a "hey world! smarten the fuck up!!" kind of thing...but sometimes life gives us rare GOOD "WTF" moments, and didn't want to waste this amazing occurrence by not documenting it somehow. and well...this is the way I have chosen to do it I guess....
So...to TRY and make a rather complicated story as short as possible here...It turns out his life's mission is making my bestie's day in any way he can and keeping a big smile on her face at all times...and from what I have seen...he's done a pretty damned good job of it too. (NO sarcasm here at all...seriously!) He quite literally made my best friend's whole LIFE. Not just on a "wow...that person really made my day" kind of thing, but what he did for her...(though to him I think he just saw it as a little token of kindness to a really sweet woman at the time) what he did literally changed her life forever and in a beautiful way. He gave her the bond of an AMAZING...LASTING friendship with a famous person she idolized, who from getting to know this famous person a little has turned out to be a pretty amazing guy himself! I was ecstatic for her when she actually got her first phone call from this mentioned "famous person" (his name must remain unspoken for what I would think is pretty obvious reasons) and this newly found friend was the man responsible for making that all happen for her.
So...we started chatting and discussing personal philosophies and such to get an idea where each was coming from. as per this silly social ritual we humans are so fond of called "getting to know each other" lol and it turns out this guy is like...I dunno...the male version of me to a tee I guess....only...without QUITE as much foul language. HAHAHA! (Yea...I'm a potty mouth, and I honestly don't give a fuck. lol)
But as our conversation turned from a "quick voice chat" to an hours long philosophical discussion is when I realized...this guy really DOES agree with me on everything. Like I never said ONE thing throughout that whole conversation that he seemed to take offense to, or disagree with in any way...and let me tell you...when you are 100% honest...BRUTALLY so in MOST cases...there aren't many people left that you won't end up offending eventually...but this guy...there is something different about him...I could tell at that point...because let's face it...I'm a fuckin weirdo. lol TRUTH!
I'm a non-conformist/constitutionalist with one HELL of a rebel streak when it comes to standing up for my ideals. I could care LESS if government declares something "illegal". if it is an unconstitutional law...I WILL VIOLATE it on principle!
I genuinely don't care what people think about me. The fact this guy actually adored me for the way I am, and AGREED with EVERYTHING I said just about nearly gave me a heart attack lol....I don't know how to act when people actually agree with me. lol I thought for sure I was the only one left on this planet who can see the shit going on in this world for what it REALLY is and not what government tells you to believe it is. I thought I was basically a sane woman trying to get through life in an insane world. lol then this guy randomly pops into my life, becomes an INSTANT fan of this blog here when I told him about it even subscribing to it! (wich honestly surprises me a little considering I am NOT afraid to call it the way I see it and usually in the harshest "get to the fucking point" manner possible I suppose. but he can actually...wait for it...HANDLE THE TRUTH! for reals, he just GETS it!
It restored my faith in humanity a bit after I met him...because honestly, who can't love a guy who actually CAN handle the truth? I think this guy is a pretty cool friend, and it will be fun watching him and talking to him over however many political "issues" he may bring up in the future. lol But...moral of the story...as you do good for others...good will eventually find it's way back to you in one way or another... if that is what you put out to the world anyway...THAT said...Hopefully that will help you understand a little why I felt the need to post a more uplifting story today. lol
Saturday, December 26, 2015
I'm "Offended" that YOU are "offended"! (a message to the democrats/socialists/communists/and other "oligarchy/dictator/kingdom type" supporters)
Being offended just means you are a FUCKING PUSSY! GROW UP! Stop shouting about how offended you are. you don't like what someone else is doing...DON'T WATCH! you don't like what someone is SELLING? Don't fucking BUY it! You don't like what other people WEAR? Then don't WEAR it! You don't like what someone says on the internet? then BLOCK THEIR ASS, Unfriend them, or simply choose not to receive notifications from that person any longer! HOW FUCKING HARD IS THAT!??
WHY do you IDIOTS always have to scream about how you want GOVERNMENT to put a STOP to it instead? DO YOU PEOPLE NOT FUCKING GET IT??!!!
EVERY time you MORONS vote for some FOOLISH piece of legislation that FORCES other people to conform to YOUR ideology of "morality" you are stripping the rights away from EVERYONE who may ENJOY whatever it is you think is offensive today. (God knows the list just keeps getting LONGER with you fuckin Nazis!) and YES I HOPE my mention of God offends you! I hope it really does. in fact I hope this whole fucking POST offends you! I hope your little butt hurt baby feelings have a good cry about it so you can shit on the constitution just a little bit more and prove my point FOR me!
See...my point here is that the more you scream about how something that someone else is doing "offends" you and how you want some law passed to prevent anyone else from doing whatever the hell it was that offended you...the less rights there are in the end, because they have to take rights away every time they ENFORCE those laws. and ONE of these days. you ASS HATS are going to pass one too many of these "I'm offended" laws, and eventually one of your sheeple will bitch a little too loud about something YOU enjoy, or that YOU hold dear, and what will you do THEN? HMMM???
What if all of a sudden the democrats decide they find watching too much TV or using the internet too much is "offensive" or "morally questionable"? and what if they decide to pass a law that would force you to limit either of those? You can say good bye to your Monday night foot ball, and whatever other favorite show/past time you may have...I suppose PORN would be a thing of the past too, since they would likely control THAT eventually TOO. Did THAT get your attention? Maybe if you think your right to jerk off might be in jeopardy you might start to pay attention! Honestly...your right to EXIST is starting to become an issue at this point with as many rights as they have taken away from us!
As it stands right NOW...because of all of your screaming about "wanting more security" and how it's "worth" losing a few rights to be "safe" the Government is now able to fire on it's own citizens via executive order from a president who is of the same cloth as the people who chant "death to America" which YOU ***DemoCRACKheads voted into office!
I am sick and bloody tired of watching you people not only make asses of YOURSELVES, but the rest of the NATION along WITH ya.
Ya know...I could honestly care less if it was just this group of people being stupid. after all...y'all have a right to be as stupid and ignorant as you like, but you do NOT have the right to force that stupidity and ignorance on the rest of the nation/world!
Just because YOU morons like living with your head in the fucking sand or up Isis's behind, does NOT mean the rest of this nation, or the rest of the WORLD does! And you "people" (and I use that term loosely) need to fucking LEARN that just because YOU don't like something, doesn't mean someone ELSE doesn't. Just because YOU find something offensive, doesn't mean EVERYONE does. and you need to learn a little bit of this thing called fucking tolerance!
Ya know...I could honestly care less if it was just this group of people being stupid. after all...y'all have a right to be as stupid and ignorant as you like, but you do NOT have the right to force that stupidity and ignorance on the rest of the nation/world!
Just because YOU morons like living with your head in the fucking sand or up Isis's behind, does NOT mean the rest of this nation, or the rest of the WORLD does! And you "people" (and I use that term loosely) need to fucking LEARN that just because YOU don't like something, doesn't mean someone ELSE doesn't. Just because YOU find something offensive, doesn't mean EVERYONE does. and you need to learn a little bit of this thing called fucking tolerance!
If you don't like a product...DON'T BUY IT! If you don't like what someone is saying....DON'T FUCKING LISTEN! If you don't like what is on TV or the Internet...CHANGE THE FUCKING CHANEL or GO TO A DIFFERENT WEBSITE! If you don't like guns...DON'T FUCKING BUY ONE! But don't you DARE come crying to someone who DOES like guns and DOES own guns, when the demon YOU PEOPLE created comes knocking on your door to cut your heads off for being a fucking "infidel".
And yes! YOU!!! the DemoCRACKheads of the Nation, thinking you need to police the world, and force everyone to YOUR will instead of just learning a little acceptance of other people/cultures/ways of life. YOU the people who scream "I'm Offended!" whenever you see someone having fun or enjoying themselves. STOP being a WHINY little BITCH and SUCK IT THE FUCK UP!
GROW THE FUCK UP and learn some personal responsibility for YOURSELVES before you start pointing your fingers at everyone ELSE!
LEARN your party's HISTORY before you start blindly following/supporting it! I mean FUCK! The part of this that boggles my mind the most is that the Democratic party's history is STEEPED in slavery support. They founded the KKK for FUCK SAKE! And here they are...years later, preaching about "racial intolerance" and "racism"??? SERIOUSLY!???
LEARN your party's HISTORY before you start blindly following/supporting it! I mean FUCK! The part of this that boggles my mind the most is that the Democratic party's history is STEEPED in slavery support. They founded the KKK for FUCK SAKE! And here they are...years later, preaching about "racial intolerance" and "racism"??? SERIOUSLY!???
And honestly... all they are really DOING is just REVERSING the FLOW of racism away from blacks and tword whites rather than just eliminate it all together by learning to accept each other whether you are black OR white. NO...for THEM it seems to make MORE sense to just trash talk the white community until everyone hates THEM instead, and calling it "progress" and "racial equality". Apparently their idea of "racial equality" is simply revenge with a fancier and "less offensive" name.
I am seriously SO sick and tired of watching you people DESTROY the WORLD! GROW THE FUCK UP AND START USING YOUR FUCKING BRAINS FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN A FUCKING HAT RACK FOR FUCK SAKE!
RANT DONE!.....for now....Until the "DemoCRACKheads" start getting even DUMBER anyway....I give that about...oh...10 minutes after I post this. because I'm sure the stupid/ignorant are going to come out in DROVES after this post.
***the term DemoCRACKheads was coined by this writer, and if you reuse this word anywhere, PLEASE give credit where credit is due...and mention this post. thank you!
RANT DONE!.....for now....Until the "DemoCRACKheads" start getting even DUMBER anyway....I give that about...oh...10 minutes after I post this. because I'm sure the stupid/ignorant are going to come out in DROVES after this post.
***the term DemoCRACKheads was coined by this writer, and if you reuse this word anywhere, PLEASE give credit where credit is due...and mention this post. thank you!
Monday, December 14, 2015
SICK AND TIRED OF BEING "POLITICALLY CORRECT"
This is my message to "progressives", so listen up real good!
Stop acting like Butt hurt PUSSIES!
every last one of you...I watch the internet very closely. I always have since before ANY of you lot (except maybe those who invented it. *waves at Tim*) even HEARD of the internet.
I know people all over the world. I am friends with a lot of you, and not so much with ANY of you who call yourselves "democrats", "Progressives", "Liberals" "Socialists" and I believe in Germany they called themselves "nazis". SAME EXACT IDEOLOGY people, just a different label. and if you people had half a brain between the lot of you, you would try and do the research yourselves instead of believing everything the government (the most corrupt entity in the world) tells you. DUH!!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON! IT SHOULD BE COMMON SENSE HERE!!!!
You are the first ones to scream how offended you are about whatever trivial bullshit you should decide to target. (perfect example: our nation's historical flag. you claimed that you were SO offended that ONE racist dude that shot up a church, posed in front of it, that you decided NO ONE could enjoy the rich history it represents and put a ban on it. And now...all those people who flew that flag that helped to smuggle the slaves through the underground railroad up north will have fought and died in vain, because future generations will no longer be able to hear about how their ancestors helped to change the world. That flag you were SO quick to condemn...was NOT the flag that flew to represent slavery but THIS one however.....WAS.

If you don't believe me, just type "Historical Images of the KKK" into Google....how hard is that? then nice and easy....click the images tab and take a scroll down the list. tell me.....do you see the confederate flag in any of those? No....you don't? do you? POINT PROVEN!
You people fall for the dumbest shit just because one of your heard cries all butt hurt and offended. You coddle your enemies and those that would wish you dead. It's bloody amazing that you have survived this long to infect the gene pool this badly honestly!
What you are doing is the same thing as the mouse befriending the cat and just "assuming" that because the cat plays with you...it is your friend. Not even paying attention at ALL to the fact: that is HOW a cat HUNTS! You're MORONS! the lot of you and I wish the laws of nature would catch up to you people already and do the world a favor! YES! I hate you, because you have destroyed a once beautiful world of FREE THOUGHT, and turned it into one of THOUGHT CONTROL! It makes me sick! You are all frigging brainwashed and if you wear any of these labels I mentioned earlier...you need to just...leave. leave whatever country you are in....and find some shit hole abandoned island somewhere that you can all be miserable together. because I'm tired of listening to you people whine like CUNTS! Start learning some personal accountability for a change. Maybe take an Economiocs class. WHAT A NOVEL IDEA! so you can actually understand that NOTHING is free. and that SOMEWHERE...SOMEONE had to pay for it! you are just mooching off their good graces period! stop being a fucking mooch and earn your keep like everyone else!
I'm 40, disabled, and STILL working, and STILL able to find the time to write in one of my many blogs) so what's YOUR excuse huh?
YES this will offend most of you libtard, demacrackheads, a-social socialists, and walking balls of contradiction that make sane people go O.o WTF is WRONG with you? So you know....you all look like that kid in school who used to lick the windows on the bus....or eat the glue in class. yea....you're THAT kind of stupid! Grow up already! I am sick and tired of coddling whiny cunts!
And if you are offended by this then GOOD! I've done my job! because you NEED to be offended. you need to BE offended and just shut the fuck up because you know DAMNED WELL, I'm right, and there's nothing you can really say about it.
Oh...and for the record....the KKK....YOU IDIOTS founded it in the first place!!!!!
Stop acting like Butt hurt PUSSIES!
every last one of you...I watch the internet very closely. I always have since before ANY of you lot (except maybe those who invented it. *waves at Tim*) even HEARD of the internet.
I know people all over the world. I am friends with a lot of you, and not so much with ANY of you who call yourselves "democrats", "Progressives", "Liberals" "Socialists" and I believe in Germany they called themselves "nazis". SAME EXACT IDEOLOGY people, just a different label. and if you people had half a brain between the lot of you, you would try and do the research yourselves instead of believing everything the government (the most corrupt entity in the world) tells you. DUH!!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON! IT SHOULD BE COMMON SENSE HERE!!!!
You are the first ones to scream how offended you are about whatever trivial bullshit you should decide to target. (perfect example: our nation's historical flag. you claimed that you were SO offended that ONE racist dude that shot up a church, posed in front of it, that you decided NO ONE could enjoy the rich history it represents and put a ban on it. And now...all those people who flew that flag that helped to smuggle the slaves through the underground railroad up north will have fought and died in vain, because future generations will no longer be able to hear about how their ancestors helped to change the world. That flag you were SO quick to condemn...was NOT the flag that flew to represent slavery but THIS one however.....WAS.

If you don't believe me, just type "Historical Images of the KKK" into Google....how hard is that? then nice and easy....click the images tab and take a scroll down the list. tell me.....do you see the confederate flag in any of those? No....you don't? do you? POINT PROVEN!
You people fall for the dumbest shit just because one of your heard cries all butt hurt and offended. You coddle your enemies and those that would wish you dead. It's bloody amazing that you have survived this long to infect the gene pool this badly honestly!
What you are doing is the same thing as the mouse befriending the cat and just "assuming" that because the cat plays with you...it is your friend. Not even paying attention at ALL to the fact: that is HOW a cat HUNTS! You're MORONS! the lot of you and I wish the laws of nature would catch up to you people already and do the world a favor! YES! I hate you, because you have destroyed a once beautiful world of FREE THOUGHT, and turned it into one of THOUGHT CONTROL! It makes me sick! You are all frigging brainwashed and if you wear any of these labels I mentioned earlier...you need to just...leave. leave whatever country you are in....and find some shit hole abandoned island somewhere that you can all be miserable together. because I'm tired of listening to you people whine like CUNTS! Start learning some personal accountability for a change. Maybe take an Economiocs class. WHAT A NOVEL IDEA! so you can actually understand that NOTHING is free. and that SOMEWHERE...SOMEONE had to pay for it! you are just mooching off their good graces period! stop being a fucking mooch and earn your keep like everyone else!
I'm 40, disabled, and STILL working, and STILL able to find the time to write in one of my many blogs) so what's YOUR excuse huh?
YES this will offend most of you libtard, demacrackheads, a-social socialists, and walking balls of contradiction that make sane people go O.o WTF is WRONG with you? So you know....you all look like that kid in school who used to lick the windows on the bus....or eat the glue in class. yea....you're THAT kind of stupid! Grow up already! I am sick and tired of coddling whiny cunts!
And if you are offended by this then GOOD! I've done my job! because you NEED to be offended. you need to BE offended and just shut the fuck up because you know DAMNED WELL, I'm right, and there's nothing you can really say about it.
Oh...and for the record....the KKK....YOU IDIOTS founded it in the first place!!!!!
Sunday, May 31, 2015
Drama
Isn't it funny how the ripples of drama seem to emulate out like the ripples of a raindrop? it seems, just when you think you're past the crap, another wave from something that happened BECAUSE of the drama, hits you. well....last night I posted a story, and today....more drama because of that story.
Turns out, the boyfriend/father of said children of last night's topic was locked out of his house today by his psycho (now ex I hope) girlfriend who was the one in question that was heard beating her children. But wait....it gets even more screwed up.
So this poor guy is out by the house, crying. he wants to be there to protect the kids, but this woman is the one beating them, while accusing HIM of doing it. yet not a single one of us ever heard him hurting those kids. it was always her, banging, and screaming profanities at them, and more.
so today she kicks the only protection those kids have, out of the house, and calls the cops on her boyfriend. the poor guy was nearly in tears. so he leaves, the kids are now defenseless, the oldest daughter is being groomed by the mother to accuse the father basically. and meanwhile the authorities do nothing.
Turns out, the boyfriend/father of said children of last night's topic was locked out of his house today by his psycho (now ex I hope) girlfriend who was the one in question that was heard beating her children. But wait....it gets even more screwed up.
So this poor guy is out by the house, crying. he wants to be there to protect the kids, but this woman is the one beating them, while accusing HIM of doing it. yet not a single one of us ever heard him hurting those kids. it was always her, banging, and screaming profanities at them, and more.
so today she kicks the only protection those kids have, out of the house, and calls the cops on her boyfriend. the poor guy was nearly in tears. so he leaves, the kids are now defenseless, the oldest daughter is being groomed by the mother to accuse the father basically. and meanwhile the authorities do nothing.
Saturday, May 30, 2015
the day I lost my faith in humanity
Up until today....I really wanted to believe there was some logical sense to our justice system....but sadly....I have come to the conclusion after careful observation, and personal experience, that there is not. there is absolutely nothing even resembling logic to it at all.
See today, I heard the most awful sounds any mother would never want to hear. Now, bare in mind....I was a mother once, a long time ago. seems like forever ago really. And it pulls at your heart strings when you hear a child scream in terror! That is the sound I heard today. One of my neighbors who for now shall remain nameless due to this potentially ending up in court some day (hopefully soon!!) but This woman for days now, could be heard screaming profanities at her children, loud bangs and subsequent terror filled screams from a child within the house. These noises were so loud, they could be heard across the whole complex!
Now, the ONLY reason I didn't make the call sooner is because I didn't feel right making the call if I didn't actually hear it for myself. but....today I did. And to all things sacred and spiritual, I wish I hadn't! my heart broke right there, and I suddenly began feeling rage. Rage that any mother would even consider treating an innocent child in such a way. Rage at the injustice this child must be suffering at the hands of the one person sworn to protect them and keep them from harm....so....I made the call....calmly and patiently waited for the cops to get there, and hoped justice would be carried out swiftly and carefully so as to ensure a better future for those poor children.
But here is where it will make you cry folks. As if getting beaten by their own mother isn't enough, but when fellow neighbors try to call the authorities to save the kids, they say that because we only HEARD them being abused, and not actually SAW them doing anything, there is nothing they could do, despite having captured it on video (because I couldn't seem to find just the audio track recorder on this blasted phone.....not sure if it got removed somehow or not. *sigh) but sadly, the audio is barely audible, and you can't really hear anything except my neighbors narrating everything they hear. (wish they would have been quieter, but meh....we tried I suppose)
but the cops just left, despite her making threats to myself and all the other residents here that she was going to "come give us a piece of her mind" after the cops leave. So...here I sit...(because this woman has proven herself to be mentally unstable to begin with) with a knife by my side...waiting for her to knock on my door...because admittedly, I am the one who placed the call. I am not one to stand idly by while children are being abused. and I mean, truly abused. I am not doing this out of spite, because I don't even know the woman really. But I have seen her flipping out on the other residents in the complex for things that are at best a paranoid delusion. but this....hearing that child scream in terror....I could not sit and do nothing. I made the call.
I feel truly bad for having to do it. I really do, but my conscience wouldn't allow me to do nothing. but I might as WELL have done nothing for what good it was worth in the end.
The owner of the complex is coming down tomorrow to attempt to kick her out I guess, but that still won't stop her from abusing these poor children somewhere else, and who is to say if the next neighbors will be as diligent as the ones here are? What if they are people who aren't the type to say anything? Or make that call? what happens to those children then?
All these painfully unanswered questions to these poor children's fate leaves me heartbroken, and a bit disgruntled with the justice system honestly. All around, it's been a pretty shitty day today....I just hope...that somewhere...somehow, someone out there will see this woman abusing her kids and put a stop to it. I tried, I truly did...but sadly...in the end...the family just moves to a new place, where they can continue to beat their children. where is the justice here?
The most ironic part about this whole thing....is that the police are not even considering taking this report seriously, while one of my best friends since high school, and one of the only people I trusted to watch my son, is being accused of abusing a child simply because his ex wanted to "get back at him", and guess what....the cops seem to be treating HIS case pretty seriously. when did we get to a point in society, where we put a lover's scorn over the priority of truly saving a child's life? ya know how messed up this is? truly??? I know for a fact, my friend never hurt any kid. he would never, he doesn't have the heart for that kind of thing. but this woman I heard today....she sounded like pure evil incarnate. a woman who's sanity is hanging by a thread, and obviously unpredictable....and they won't even entertain the idea that she might possibly be abusing her kids, even AFTER the cop himself, HEARD the child screaming in terror, and the woman cussing him out, and banging SOMETHING around anyway, and the kid hollering out in pain. I don't know what he saw when he went in there, but apparently, it wasn't enough to arrest this woman. this is truly a facepalm moment folks....let's have a moment of silence to pray (or even just a thought of hope from those non religious folks out there) that those children survive, and end up in a better situation some day soon.
I did what I could, but...apparently...it wasn't enough to put a stop to it. I admit I am feeling a bit defeated right now.
See today, I heard the most awful sounds any mother would never want to hear. Now, bare in mind....I was a mother once, a long time ago. seems like forever ago really. And it pulls at your heart strings when you hear a child scream in terror! That is the sound I heard today. One of my neighbors who for now shall remain nameless due to this potentially ending up in court some day (hopefully soon!!) but This woman for days now, could be heard screaming profanities at her children, loud bangs and subsequent terror filled screams from a child within the house. These noises were so loud, they could be heard across the whole complex!
Now, the ONLY reason I didn't make the call sooner is because I didn't feel right making the call if I didn't actually hear it for myself. but....today I did. And to all things sacred and spiritual, I wish I hadn't! my heart broke right there, and I suddenly began feeling rage. Rage that any mother would even consider treating an innocent child in such a way. Rage at the injustice this child must be suffering at the hands of the one person sworn to protect them and keep them from harm....so....I made the call....calmly and patiently waited for the cops to get there, and hoped justice would be carried out swiftly and carefully so as to ensure a better future for those poor children.
But here is where it will make you cry folks. As if getting beaten by their own mother isn't enough, but when fellow neighbors try to call the authorities to save the kids, they say that because we only HEARD them being abused, and not actually SAW them doing anything, there is nothing they could do, despite having captured it on video (because I couldn't seem to find just the audio track recorder on this blasted phone.....not sure if it got removed somehow or not. *sigh) but sadly, the audio is barely audible, and you can't really hear anything except my neighbors narrating everything they hear. (wish they would have been quieter, but meh....we tried I suppose)
but the cops just left, despite her making threats to myself and all the other residents here that she was going to "come give us a piece of her mind" after the cops leave. So...here I sit...(because this woman has proven herself to be mentally unstable to begin with) with a knife by my side...waiting for her to knock on my door...because admittedly, I am the one who placed the call. I am not one to stand idly by while children are being abused. and I mean, truly abused. I am not doing this out of spite, because I don't even know the woman really. But I have seen her flipping out on the other residents in the complex for things that are at best a paranoid delusion. but this....hearing that child scream in terror....I could not sit and do nothing. I made the call.
I feel truly bad for having to do it. I really do, but my conscience wouldn't allow me to do nothing. but I might as WELL have done nothing for what good it was worth in the end.
The owner of the complex is coming down tomorrow to attempt to kick her out I guess, but that still won't stop her from abusing these poor children somewhere else, and who is to say if the next neighbors will be as diligent as the ones here are? What if they are people who aren't the type to say anything? Or make that call? what happens to those children then?
All these painfully unanswered questions to these poor children's fate leaves me heartbroken, and a bit disgruntled with the justice system honestly. All around, it's been a pretty shitty day today....I just hope...that somewhere...somehow, someone out there will see this woman abusing her kids and put a stop to it. I tried, I truly did...but sadly...in the end...the family just moves to a new place, where they can continue to beat their children. where is the justice here?
The most ironic part about this whole thing....is that the police are not even considering taking this report seriously, while one of my best friends since high school, and one of the only people I trusted to watch my son, is being accused of abusing a child simply because his ex wanted to "get back at him", and guess what....the cops seem to be treating HIS case pretty seriously. when did we get to a point in society, where we put a lover's scorn over the priority of truly saving a child's life? ya know how messed up this is? truly??? I know for a fact, my friend never hurt any kid. he would never, he doesn't have the heart for that kind of thing. but this woman I heard today....she sounded like pure evil incarnate. a woman who's sanity is hanging by a thread, and obviously unpredictable....and they won't even entertain the idea that she might possibly be abusing her kids, even AFTER the cop himself, HEARD the child screaming in terror, and the woman cussing him out, and banging SOMETHING around anyway, and the kid hollering out in pain. I don't know what he saw when he went in there, but apparently, it wasn't enough to arrest this woman. this is truly a facepalm moment folks....let's have a moment of silence to pray (or even just a thought of hope from those non religious folks out there) that those children survive, and end up in a better situation some day soon.
I did what I could, but...apparently...it wasn't enough to put a stop to it. I admit I am feeling a bit defeated right now.
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